Of holidays - surprises - and a lover..

OMG. Vacation. Like finally!

Though I have no idea where will I be going!?

Yeah, you heard me; he is going to take me somewhere for the next three days to a place I have no idea about. No clues were spilled, nothing at all. Yet all I know is I am supposed to pack extra towels and extra shorts to wear when I am showering. Which leaves me thinking...’Why shorts?’ So that’s when the probability hit me hard in the head. There will be a public shower place!

This was enough to scare me to my nuts!

Well, all I can do is have a great time and not over express my excitement. As I tend to do that very often!

Yeah!

Three days! Finally for once in my life I’m looking forward for the weekend!

No parents, no commitments, nothing...! Just great moments with the love of my life! Yeah!

THERE I GO AGAIN ALL EXCITED...

Rapid K.L Malaysia.

To whom it may concern,

17th JANUARY 2008

From a teenagers perspective, for the general public,

What’s gone wrong with tolerance? Is patience that expensive to pay? Is a smile nearly impossible to fake? Today I was left to face what I call, one of the worst bus experiences I have ever encountered. Three disgracing encounters involving three rude Rapid KL drivers.

There I was, heading towards a driver to ask him basic directions to Serdang KTM Station, as soon as the bus made its stop at Bangsar. All I asked was what bus number I should take in order to reach Serdang KTM Station. What I got from this specific driver was a 5minutes rude eye to eye stare and a sarcastic answer of How far Serdang is. I asked him again, and he took another moment to reply whilst giving me the cold treatment I didn't deserve. I thanked him and walked away. He couldn't even manage a smile at the least. Till this very moment I am wondering, why did he give me such a cold stare? Was I not supposed to ask the driver for assistance? Was it a mistake?

At the bus hub in K.L, I walked towards the Rapid K.L information counter to verify my route to Serdang. I stopped at a board displaying the routes and managed to track down the bus number the previous driver from Bangsar gave me. To my surprise that specific bus doesn't head to Serdang KTM Station, instead it heads towards KLCC. To reassure myself I asked a correspondent at the Rapid KL information booth and he just abruptly told me the same number, and another person inside told me harshly to check the board before asking. I told him the board was misleading and to my shock he yelled at me, I repeat, he yelled at me, saying "You pergi baca baik-baik"(Go and read it well) .

I just walked away. Thank goodness a kind lady asked about my whereabouts and guided me. She told me they changed the routes and bus numbers and said the information displayed on the board was wrong. Imagine the pain someone in my shoes has to go through? I managed to get into the bus and on my way the bus stopped at a bus stop before Serdang KTM Station. A foreign student asked him in English, how to get to Serdang KTM Station, and the bus driver, unable to answer well in English, just mumbled a few words.

The foreign student asked whether or not the bus stops at Serdang KTM Station again and this time the drive raged for no apparent reason and yelled back at the foreign student, in broken English. To quote exactly what the driver said, “You go pakai you otak, you buta!?” (Use your brain, what are you, blind?!) Apparently there was a board indicating the routes, behind the seat of the fellow passenger, pasted on the window. Who would have guessed? This is sheer insult to the whole hype on Malaysians are friendly people. One wrong ingredient is enough to spoil an entire pot of good soup. These are the minor things that we all should improvise. Ethics, patience, and warmth are indeed crucial in one’s life, and we should come to realization of that.

Rapid K.L should take major steps in order to curb these unfortunate events and inculcate the Malaysian spirit into their recruits. Where a great day starts with a smile and end with a smile. Where patience is a virtue practised at all times, therefore setting a positive example for everyone. I hereby would like to urge the general public to voice out their opinions and the authorities responsible should take a higher step in making an effort in improvising the noble service provided to all Malaysians.

Yours sincerely,


A conscious young Malaysian

Me is funny interest... =)

Interest is a funny word.

Well, maybe not for everyone, but it is a funny word for me. It's funny how I can have various interests intercepting every cell (OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT) in my brain.

Funny thing is when the interest pops in at one minute and leaves at the other. Not literally. My interest ranges from movie making, to choreographing, to painting to writing, to musical instruments to comics and so many more.

The most annoying part is, these interests don't last long. It kicks off with extreme adrenaline rush and fades away so subtle, it surpasses my realization.


How do i make it stable i don't know?

*Hurt*

How true this statement is...

"You hurt the person you love the most"

Pay Less Books Sale!!!

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50% off Storewide!!!

ALL BOOKS MUST GO.

Movies....

Have you watched a movie where, either, the storyline, actors, acting, music or even cinematography has caught your attention, so strongly, that you would just watch it over and over again?

Well, I obviously have!

These are the movies which has caught my attention over the years. No doubt it has impacted me in many unforeseen ways. It doesn’t matter if its English, Tamil, Hindi, or any other language.

Language surpasses any boundary.


1. DEVDAS (HINDI)

Cast : Shahrukh Khan
: Aishwarya Rai
: Madhuri Dixit









2. THE COLOR PURPLE (ENG)

Cast : Danny Glover
: Whoopi Goldberg
: Oprah Winfrey








3. KANNATHIL MUTHAMITAL (TAMIL)

Cast : Madhavan
: Simran
: Keerthana






4. WATER (HINDI/ENG)

Cast : Lisa Ray
: Seema Biwas
: John Abraham










5. TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE (ENG)

Cast : Jack Lemon
: Hank Azaria








6. MINNALE (TAMIL)

Cast : Madhavan
: Reema Sen
: Abbas






7. PROVOKED ( A True Story) (ENG)

Cast : Aishwarya Rai
: Miranda Richardson
: Naveen Andrews





8. CINTA (MALAY)

Cast : Pierre Andrea
: Que Haidar
: Rashidi Ishak
: Sharifah Amani








9. PHANTOM OF THE OPERA (ENG)

Cast : Gerard Butler
: Emmy Rossum
: Patrick Wilson
: Miranda Richardson

C-va + Driving = (confused & excited kid)

It was a big day for me today!
Yes it was!
It was indeed!
I drove from Puchong to Mid Valley!
It might sound a little immature and all, yet I have nothing to be shy about!
Since I am a down earth bad drive!
So, this was more like, me, putting myself on the top of the Eiffel Tower, tied with a single rope, and REQUESTING to be pushed down!
Yet, i managed to pull it off!

Thanks Faheem for the guidance and the patience!
I owe you big time dude!

Sick without Starbucks... i suppose...

I am drenched in sweat.


Trickling down my chin, as it tickles me.


Oh how I hate the feeling of being sick. 2 days without iced coffee seems to be worse than my cravings to smoke!


How I wish I could sit by my bed and enjoy a strong Ice Blended Coffee from Starbucks!


Maybe Faheem is right! I should stop wasting money on Starbucks. I’m hooked on it now!


I am a official STARBUCKS JUNKIE!

Argh!

Passion On Play


I sat at the corner, whilst my mind plays its game.

Pondering on what’s to come next.

Draped in a towel, he approaches me.

I know that look on his face.

It’s the very face I recognized when we first met.

The look of innocence's,

Captivating innocence’s that is.

He held me into his arms, treating me like a child in need.

Stroking my hair, while he fixes his gaze on me,

Indeed I’m in sheer bliss.

As his fingers trails down my back, as he kisses my forehead, equilibrium of exploding erotic dreams comes of age.

He fulfils the love I need, the physical touch I long for, the warmth of a lover, need I say more on how he perfects my life?

Where have you been hiding all this while?

He's presence evokes the child in me, robbing the shy entity I posses.

I have yet, said, on how he kisses.

Guess the best will be saved for later.

As for now, I will savour this very moment of sheer contentment.

And whisper in his ear, how much he mean's to me...and...How much I love him.






I'll never stop loving you

In the depths of darkness
In the icy cold
I'll sit and imagine
You're there to hold

When everything seems futile
And everything is wrong
I'll think of your loving embrace
So warm and so strong

When my heart wants to bleed
And tears roll down my face
I'll just think of us two
In our own special place

If the walls around me cave in
If the roof falls on my head
I'll dream of lying next to you
All cosy in our bed

If the morning sun doesn't shine
And clouds roll across the sky
I'll think of your beautiful naked body
And the shoulder where my head would lie

If there will be no tomorrow
And all I have is today
I will think of how you care for me
In your own special way

If the lonely river flows
Right down to the sea
I'll sit at the embankment and look down
At the reflection of you smiling at me

Out of all the things you should know
One thing stands out so true
Even if I never see you again
I'll never stop loving you.

Tolerance aka 'birth controls'

We often wonder why things happen in such manner. Why does this happen to me!? Why me? Why me?
We often ponder our thoughts and dwell into confusion. We relentlessly ‘whip' ourselves and blame it all on thy self. That's when things turn bad.

We start pick pointing the smallest faults in an individual.
We get aggravated on the smallest problems.
We pick unnecessary fights with someone we are not supposed to.
We end up being a complete idiot and sadly it all happens unintentionally.

I have come to realize that the 'idiotic' side should be controlled.
It is manageable, it is not impossible. Here I am sitting at the altar of tolerance, I am constantly telling myself that self control is the best 'birth control' for troubles.

To be honest, it is working tremendously well.
I have come to terms that it’s my call to lead a life that's hassle free.
Well there is no life that is hassle free, yet, the least that can be done is to reduce its degree of hassle-ness.

It is working and i am going to make this happen.
Tolerance does help a lot and i am going to make it work for myself.



7 a.m.....

It's 7am and im waiting for wai kit, we're gonna take the bus to k.l When my mind started wondering. I should Never be left alone. Questions after questions come haunting my mind. Life's pretty confusing now.


You know When they say god's closes one door but opens another? Well i Can truly believe that now. Though i might not state that i believe in god or what so ever but im certain there's someone up there.( Im starting to believe that statement now.) Life's been pretty tough.


The door opening to a happy household has been sealed shut. Where else the door to my other half which was always closed tightly now seems to be open. Why cant both doors remain open? Is it too much to ask for? It's tough to be myself in front of my family. It's more to a taboo act to carry out. Imagine someone not having a single respect on your say, hard to endure? Now imagine it coming from the people dearest to you.

It does hurt as much as it is annoying. The aura of Unspoken thoughts, dreams, love, feelings lingers around me ever waiting to burst through the wall built by them. Oh How i wish time would fly now. For time to suck away all of these 'taboo' aura. Only time would tell on what awaits me. Part of me wishes time would eat it up, but the other part of me wishes time freezes and doesn't play it's course.

~Virgo & Libra~












Libra is everything that Virgo would secretly like to be...charming, romantic, dashing, devil-may-care and popular. When Libra turns on the charm, Virgo is swept away in a romantic haze without ever realizing that the Libra partner has done this dozens of times to different love interests, often utilizing the same words and the same actions.

Eventually, the Virgo individual will come back to earth and notice that most of the Libra appeal is superficial and that could be the beginning of the end. Essentially, Libra is far too affectionate and frivolous for the emotionally inhibited Virgo, who takes love very seriously. Virgo refuses to express flowery admiration, which is the stuff of life to Libra natives.

The stay-at-home Virgo resents Libra's social butterfly instincts and pursuits of pleasure. Libra's tastes are expensive while Virgo is careful...even miserly...when it comes to money .
If this relationship is to work, then Virgo must come to accept the infidelities of the Libra partner and learn how to live with them. If not, then he or she will be a very bitter individual who is disillusioned with love. If the critical Virgo should analyze the inner Libra personality too much, then the Libra mate will become outraged and break off the affair.

Virgo is ruled by intellect but Libra is ruled by feelings and emotions. Virgo sees no logic in disruptive behavior and desires a quiet and calm home life. In turn, Libra finds Virgo to be fussy, critical and totally inflexible, as well as being petty and narrow-minded, particularly in terms of faithfulness.


Romantically, Virgo is more straightforward in his or her approach, whereas Libra prefers the dance of love. In addition, Libra natives are apt to be romantically inclined at any given moment, regardless of the time of day or location, and then do an abrupt about-face, requiring that they be courted for hours before the first move is made.

Thus, the affair is destined to be short-lived. Indeed, any longevity in this union is sure to bring unhappiness to both parties. But if effort is put... otherwise can be achieved.

Inevitable strive....










Inevitable is the word when it comes to problems in a relationship.

I have seen so many go down the drain.

Yet i will not succumb into these negativity.

I will strive...

I will compromise...

I will change for the better...

I will always love...

-Friends-Support-Love-Care-Fun-Authentic Individuals

These are the people whom are genuine knowing. People whom i least expect to stick with me... are now people i call FRIENDS.







Koko













Sanjieev









Tasha










Amanda











Faheem









Pamela

On resolutions and subtle hypocrisy ...

It's 2008, and everyone whom I know are either, buzzing around wishing "Happy New Year" or they are too busy 'indulging' their nose into The New Year Resolution List they prepared 5 minutes the clock stroke 12.00 a.m.


I don't get it? What'd the whole hoola-baloo all about?
Yes, I am asking this with a concious mind.

Why is it so essential that we start a New Year resolution drama, that many, can't manage to walk through even at the first month.

Why do we promise ourselves we will be better in the future and why do we seek for a better year ahead?
(I should stop using 'we', as I have full permission to exclude myself)

Why must there be a wishing ceremony, where one wishes another good luck, wishes one a better life, and most commonly wishes one to have a better financial life which they call 'prosperity'


I so hate the emphasize lay-ed upon the needs to live in a much prosperous manner.

I mean, is that the only thing in mind?
Money?
Material wealth?
Come on people. There is more to life compared to just these aspects.


No matter what, i myself have prepared a Resolution List which i do pray to be followed at least for the next 5 months. *winks*



RESOLUTIONS FOR 2008

1. Quit smoking.
2. Quit being someone i am not.
3. Enlarge my social circle.
4. Avoid being so hypocritical. ( at times)
5. Throw extra attention towards academics.



Yes i do practice hypocrisy at certain times. Yet it falls in such subtle manner, beyond notice.

~2008~


The New Year strolled alongside empty promises....

Knocking on my door, ever waiting to surprise me....

Assumptions and expectations turns sour...

That's why your called... just another New Year...