~Shhh...~

Ok, things are changing so rapidly now, I feel like I am about to fall off a cliff anytime soon. Just one step forward and there I go falling flat on my face, facing death or paralysis.

Drama is the essence of life, but what do you do when the drama becomes violent?
I am living in sheer procrastination and pretentious-ness. (…and I am sick of it…)

Don’t blame me for it as I find no other alternatives. Yet I am confused on how to change myself.

I have sacrificed a lot and hushed them for years… Yet no one sees it and no one even bothers acknowledging it.

Then again, I can’t complain…

Who is there to listen to my cries?

Who is there to tend to my needs?

Who is there to support me like a best friend would?

Who is there to pat me at the back and say it proud, “he is my best friend”

I am losing confidence in all I do, yet again I have to hush things and suppress it to myself…

Is this how things should be?

Or am I being plain dumb and ignorant towards “self-help”?


Hmmmm……..